Wednesday, May 7, 2008

I guess I'm all out of big girl pills

I love my life I really do!! I just wish sometimes that I wasn't so damn invisible. I hate being treated like nothing I say or do matters. But then again when I'm not invisible I'm being used as an ATM or door mat. I am so tired, frustrated, aggravated, and upset. But I guess mostly at myself. It seems the more I fail the harder I try ~ but damn it the harder I try the more I fail . I’m just not sure why I keep trying anymore.........something has to give ~ problem is its usually me


Holly said...


You have to take care of you. Do I have to detox you when I visit? You better not be broke by then. I'll beat someones arse if you are. Stop worrying about others. Take care of you and your children (and hubby). I know it's tempting and feels like you have no choice but to help family but know what? YOU DO! STOP IT!!! It is killing you and taking you away from what you love. You are NOT responsible for them. I love and adore you.


Sara said...

You can be out of big girl pills. Remember the fact that you are the one who is the married single parent, and you have to do what is right for YOU and YOUR KIDS not everyone else. Kick, scream, throw a fit, whatever makes you feel better, and then tell everyone to shut up. It worked for me!

StacyRenee said...

*MUAH* ya I had a long talk with myself last night (right after I took myself out back and kicked my non listening bum)!!! Anyway ~ I am feeling much better:) ~love ya ladies~